Massage is “Better Than Crack”

That’s what he said when I asked him “Why do men get erotic massage?”

“Because it’s better than crack” was the response.

I asked “what about frantic, needy, chaos and acid-ripped mouth sores, chemically-stained fingers, and acrid nose tissues reminds you of my massage?” He didn’t like that, and I suspect it’s because he has never really been a crack addict. But he tried to explain. Erotic massage is a reward, following a physical and emotional need. Receiving an erotic massage is a form of conditioning, for him and many men.

He gave me a scenario from his life. It was like this:

I get up, recognize my woman has been breathing her foul morning breath into my face. I forgive that, because I’ve got morning wood and will screw anything for the release. So I reach over an prod the squishy butt of my too-many-years mate, imaging how I will promptly dump my load into her mouth as breath freshener. I not only get rejected for my attempt, but I get rejected with a nasty scowl of that fiery dragon breath and a sharp reminder that my wood isn’t as woody as it once was. I didn’t need that, especially not in the morning.

So I rise and as the mirror reminds me I’m not young and not handsome and not fit, I tell myself I will reward myself later at the massage parlor.

I get a nice young Asian girl to massage me, and when I show her my wood she’ll respond with an understanding manual effort to relieve me of both my $60 pocket money and my wife’s unwanted tooth glaze.

I asked him why he treats the massage girl better than he treats his wife. I mean, I didn’t hear him describe her as dragon breath, and he wasn’t dreaming of filling her mouth with his discharge. He said:

“I don’t know. I want to get dirty with my wife, but not the massage girl. If anything, I dream of getting the young girl pregnant, as if that were glorious. Strange, I know, but that’s how it is.”

I reminded him I was not a full service girl (for him), my teeth were plenty clean without his paste, and I would not be interested in his wanting to get me pregnant. He laughed. But I believe him. I believe he is driven emotionally to fondle and adore and ultimately (if he could) impregnate the young naked massage girl who presents a no-obligation opportunity. I also believe he emotionally wants to soil his mate, to rebel against his frustrations and perhaps resentment for his position in the world. To bury it. To make it useful in a way that it is not currently useful.

Massage thereapy is a funny business in a massage parlor. Some guys have it good at home, with a beautiful young wife and easy access to good sex. They come in wanting anal, or fetish stuff, or ethnic variety or abuse or fast and dangerous sex. Others have safe and stable home situations, and they dream of no-obligation “lovemaking”, the GFE, or the massage girl who speaks no Ingrish. We get all types in here, but truth is, they are from your world.